Look Baby but Don't Touch

Sorry friends, I have been without internet.

This was written a week ago.

Things with Fitness have been going GREAT with the exception of his work schedule. I barely get to see him. He is up ranging from 5-7 a.m and gets home at midnight five days a week and Saturdays he works until 7 p.m.

This weekend we went to the STRIP CLUB.

I gathered my finest women- invited my man, and so did the girls. The only guys who showed up were Fitness, Mother Theresa's boyfriend, and some of his friends. This was a first for Fitness and I, I wanted to show him that going to a strip club with your girlfriend could be a fun experience. We get there and the guys and girls split ways. Not to my surprise, I wasn't worried or felt the need to hawk eye what he was doing. I was with my girls having fun. 

I got Fitness a lap dance and from the little bit that I saw he was very gentlemanly about it. I felt I was going more girl crazy then he was. Mother Theresa's boyfriend was grabbing and smiling and Fitness just stood back and smiled when girls did nice tricks. I thought maybe because I was around he was holding back. Every time he came near me I would stay with him a little while and then step away. Can you believe I got in trouble over this? He was upset because he wanted to spend time with me and he felt I kept pushing him away. I let him know that I just wanted to make it comfortable for him. I didn't know if he was holding back because I was there.

He said that I know he is a laid back person and even when he goes to the strip clubs with just his boys he goes to watch and have a few good laughs, not to touch. If I wanted him to grab like Mother Theresa's boyfriend was and me be ok with it that he didn't want to be in this relationship. I was acting like I wanted to be oblivious to what he was doing, he isn't going to be one way when I am there and another when I'm not. He has a girlfriend and doesn't need to go grabbing other women that way.

My boyfriend is the shit.