Wednesday, April 15, 2009

Facebook pictures

Fucking Facebook. Fucking social networking websites. I am bored at home so what else do I do?
I Facebook Stalk (please someone else confirm they do this too so I don't feel like a nut)
Surf through peoples pictures...
FITNESS turn comes up...


I'm surfing...

I'm surfing...

...
I see a picture of him and Crazy co-wo THE DAY I LEFT TO I R E L A N D out having lunch for her birthday (with a few other co workers, but of coarse she was sitting next to him).
My first thought: PSH! Que fea. (Read: How ugly)
No competition. I look way better (sorry for sounding so vein).
According to Fitness, she is a little unstable emotionally. Two against her,
I WIN!
That's not why I am a little bothered.
What bothers me is that picture was taken once we already started "talking"... I mean it was the very beginning so he had no obligation in telling me BUT according to the story he told me... He stopped talking to her before then.

I keep clicking...
There is one of him with his arms around her in December. Again,
I thought they stopped talking before then.
I see they have a few more pictures together and I get bothered. I DONT KNOW WHY- this happened before me and him got together. Fitness is a sweetheart but he isn't a sight for sore eyes (shit I am going to get in some karma fuck up for writing that)...

This isn't like me.
I did the only thing I thought would stop me from temptation of looking on.
I removed him as my friend.





---LATER ON THAT NIGHT---

Fitness works all day, so the only time we get to really speak is at night when he gets home from work. In very casual conversation (and I mean very casual) Facebook came up- this was the perfect opportunity to let him know without making it a big deal.
I told him.
It was a big deal.
Fitness: so you mean I can't go onto MY GIRLFRIENDS page?

IMWIR: nope.



Fitness: I don't understand. What happened?

IMWIR: I saw pictures of you and Crazy co-wo and got a little bothered. I knew there were more and I didn't want to get tempted to see them. The only way to make sure I didn't was to remove you. So for the time being I removed you.
Fitness is quiet for a while...
IMWIR: are you okay?
Fitness: I am untagging myself from all of these pictures. (The pictures weren't put up by hi,- they were put up by Crazy co-wo and his sister- Facebook addicts, you know how the system works)
IMWIR: oh jesus.
Fitness: I in no way want to make you feel uncomfortable.
IMWIR: Fitness you don't have to alter your FACEBOOK page because of me. Its facebook, that shit happened before me. I am just avoiding having to walk around upset because I saw a picture. When I am ready to handle that I'll let you know.
Fitness: like I wonder when were you going to tell me? If it didn't come up in this
conversation was I just going to click on your name and see that I can't go on it? I can't believe I am having a discussion about FACEBOOK.
IMWIR: noooo. I just didn't want it to be a big deal so I treat it as such. If I interrupt you at work to let you know I removed you from Facebook and WHY that would be me giving it importance.
Fitness: I can understand where you are coming from, when I used to see pictures of you and the Ex Fiance I used to get bothered...Excuse the big deal I made about it. I am so in love that I have become super sensitive to things. I feel like a girl.
(Disclaimer: these conversations I type are not word for word unless otherwise stated).

I hate Facebook. But I am addicted.

3 comments:

Anonymous said...

Facebook is boring me too... :-(

StarzGazR said...

trust me-- YOU ARE IN NO WAY THE ONLE ONE THAT PARTICIPATES IN FACEBOOK STALKING!!!

one of my relationships ended over myspace and facebook still cause problems to this day... people tagging you in incriminating pictures is just part of life! LOL

Grace said...

lol so did you request him again?