Sunday, May 2, 2010

Pulling at My Heart Strings

The Ex Fiance is in Vegas this week. His first real vacation.

We were engaged, he knew me and knew I loved vacationing. Any time I mentioned a vacation it wasn't anything of interest to him. To him, it was just another way to spend money. I guess looking at it from his perspective, someone whose never had a good vacation I can see why his excitement at the word vacation was lacking.
He's been good with the calling all the time... but when he does call the phone call does not go without an I love you, or an I miss you, or just a positive attitude that we can and will make things work at some point. That breaks my heart, he is so hopeful and patient with me. I tell him I am not ready to be with you. My fault for not telling him the truth about Ting.
Today he called to say hello and let me know he was still alive in Vegas and that he is having a good time.
"Boo, I am sorry. I want to take a vacation with you, this summer if possible. I can't stop thinking about you."
He is finally getting it... A year too late :*(

1 comment:

Anonymous said...

=/ I've never understood WHY is it that when a person has moved on, or at least trying to, the one person you've been wanting, the person you've been waiting for, etc. at that point decides they want you and wanna make it work!...? It sucks and its hard girl, but don't let it come between your relationship wit Ting. El mundo da mucha vuelta...