Funny I just read a blog post about someone wanting to start a new blog because she feels she has blogging constipation.
I get like that when I am not happy.
Unhappy me -> No blog post.
I noticed I don't like to blog about things that are really important. For example, things within my family, the way things are going with the ex fiance, or the NYPD.
Well... Seems I didn't make it into the NYPD January class. Thanks again Bloomberg. You are swell. (I make it a point not to talk politics on this. I will keep my true opinions to myself).
I am going on to two years of this same nonsense, I'm at my breaking point already. I am right for the job and am ready to get my career started. I don't want to be stuck behind a desk- unhappy at a job I don't want. I won't settle. It's not in my nature.
They told me they can't keep cutting academy classes down- I am in there soon... My test number is up already (finally). They are hoping for a big class in July (how many times have I heard this line before).
I feel a void and I KNOW what's missing is my career.
I have applied to federal positions but even they are having freezes, but atleast they don't give false hope. Thanks for keeping it real Department of Justice.
I had the opportunity to have a job with the Department of Environmental Protection as an Officer. I was ready to start the academy, literally, I was just suppose to show up already. I called them up the day before and told them I wouldn't be accepting the offer (because it was far upstate and I was engaged, the ex fiance was working and going to school in the city). I won't lie, I have some resentment when I see myself in this situation. I listened to his mother who said it was unfair to him for me to leave. Let's not get me started on this though, don't want to open up that can of worms.
Wooooo Zaaaaah.
::thinking Salsa, it makes me happy. 1,2,3,5,6,7::
on Monday I find out if I am allowed to join the student dance team for the dance school I am currently attending. FINGERS CROSSED. I was told my dancing is up to par, they just need to find a partner for me.
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5 comments:
Sucks that you didnt make the January class, but dont get negative and hope you'll be able to attend in July (wish u luck)
And keeping my fingers crossed for you to join the student dance team, very proud of u ;)
(u gonna have to give me lessons lol)
u seem really determined and if anything is gonna get u in there then its gonna be determination!!! good luck to you! dont give up you'll get there :)
Meh - I'm the same way. I felt like crap yesterday so I didn't blog because I knew I had no chance at being humorous, just cranky and complainy.
That's frustrating about the NYPD. I hate to sound cliche, but just keep at it. Only way to get to that ultimate goal, right?
Determination is Key. I'm a believer that you make your own success. Don't ever give up on something you want.
I understand about not blogging about personal stuff. I'm too scared to do that and have someone that I know find my blog and find my inner-most thoughts. That's why I just blog about funny crap that happens along the way.
I'm sure you will do great in anything you set your mind to. I'm keeping my fingers crossed for you.
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